A picture paints a thousand words. Many years ago, I would never have thought of myself as a mother. I have never thought of myself as a responsible person and responsibility is one of the job description for this 'mom' job. I never knew how was it to be selfless, because I've always thought of myself as a rather selfish person. I would never be a good mother so I would not have signed up for this job because I know I did not qualify but I guess God knew me better than I did myself, He gifted me with not 1 but 2 mischievous little ones who constantly reminds me of myself in more than 1 way. As a mother I have Made mistakes, wrong judgements, wrong decisions but I'm thankful for these 2 incredibly amazing children whom is teaching and guiding me every minute of the day on "How to be a better mother". I learn from every mistake I make hoping to become a better mother to them. Yes, of course it gets frustrating every now and then, trust me but this is a forever learning process and yes I am still afraid, afraid to let them down and afraid to fail them. There are nights, I ask myself "Did I do wrong? I Shouldnt have scolded him/her?" "What if...." and I go to bed with so much guilt, I guess there are no answers and we will just have to learn as we go along and have faith that we are doing it right.
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To all the mothers, being a mother is a learning process. Don't doubt yourself, and trust your motherly instincts. Always remember that God will only give you what you can handle. Have faith and enjoy the moment. Happy Mother's Day⚘
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